5/27

成人禮

在開始今天的文章前,容我在此引述不久前大學校友會電郵發來的一篇文字:

“CSULB will confer a school-record of nearly 10,000 bachelor’s, master’s and doctoral degrees for the 2014-15 academic year, and many of those earning degrees are expected to walk across the stage at Commencement 2015.”

而我是十年前的今天一個小小的例外,其中原因是除了知道會繼續留在原校做研究生外,那星期不斷幫忙在校的朋友拍照和攝像亦是原因。而十年前的今天儘管我沒有在校園中央草地聽校長的祝福和穿著畢業抱走過講台,但我做了一件多年來仍覺得很重要的事情。十年來,多番回首,仍舊覺得是我正式成年的分水嶺。作為一個獨立的成年人,很多時候都要作出一些決定,一些取捨,尤其是捨的時候,內心是痛苦的,但作為成人,又要跟據當下控制著自己的情緒。我想,這就是小孩和成人的分別吧。都是過去的事情了。但多年來仍覺得,不論如何,「誠」還是重要的。

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I barely say anything on my blog for years, compared when I started blogging around 10 years back. Not even to mention when I logged everything on my diaries back in 20th century, I can finish one book in barely 3 months. I am not defending today that I became lazier and lazier since college (Both by means in US and HK) for not writing anything, but at the very bottom of myself not saying too much here is when you became an adult, you try not to say something online to offend anyone. Thus in long time just posting something “safe” here as part of the ongoing update for my web. I probably will change the theme this month, as my 10th year anniversary of college graduation (Which, I didn’t attend btw) So say tuned.